Traumatic Abduction Experience

During late May of 2026 during a meditation retreat I had a really traumatic experience. I was taken during my meditation by a group of short brown beings covered completely in hair. The space that I was in was white and transparent very well-lit rooms stacked on top of each other so you could see into the upper floors. There were things happening in other rooms some of it seemed to be questionable morally. In the room that I was in the floor appeared to be solid and was white and tiled. A man's hand came into view and he was holding a naked human baby who looked to be under the age of one. Without care he threw the baby onto the floor like it was a piece of meat. Four of these short hairy creatures came into view walked over to the baby started rip it's limbs off and ate it in front of me. It all happened so quickly that the baby was gone within seconds. They then turned and faced me, and I realized that I was very small and felt like I was in a child's body they had these giant purple lips and they were all grinning. They started moving towards me and I felt that they were going to try to kill me so I intuitively projected a construct of a bathroom stall around me and tried to lock the door in a split-second attempt to protect myself. They pushed towards me and overpowered me breaking down my construct and before they could reach me, I was projected into another environment. This time I was fully inside of a bathroom, and I was standing next to the toilet hiding I remember that there was an orange, white light fully encapsulating the bathroom and that the floor was tiled. I heard a door open loudly and the man with the black dress shoes walked in and quickly headed to my stall he stood in front of the door to where I could see his pants and his shoes and slowly opened it revealing one of those short hairy creatures. This time however the face was different and as soon as I saw it was like my brain broke and I could not comprehend what I was looking at that whatever the true face was I could not understand it so after several seconds its face just twisted into a pair of large purple lips and these two short hairy tentacles came out with eyes on the ends at the top of its head. It just stood there smiling at me until my experience ended and I found my consciousness fully back in my body.